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Saturday, October 30, 2004
happie halloween ppl!!!enjoi the creepy hours peepx!~
this blog of mine brought me so much trouble...been using it for like less than a month and it brought misunderstandings between me and him...this blog is jinxed..maybe i'll juz stop my entries for a few days...wait till things start to get damn interesting or wadever den i'll update it...till then...i'll be missing you guys...
+ the devil speaks + 11:57 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
no lah...actually is cos i stumble on the webby that teaches korean...so learn abit lor...at least now i noe how to say "yes" and "no" and "hello"-"ne"..."anio"..."yeo-o-bu-seyo"..."ann-yeong-ha-sei-o"...hahaha!~pro right!!!learn so much within like onli a few mins...muahahaha!~genius in the making man...maybe taking up korean for the WAA thingy next year...sounds damn cool!~den next time call me i will say "mushi-mushi" or "yeo-o-bu-seyo"...sounds so pro!~
at least today not so sian...ganna posted at the main block with the service centre...so got more ppl coming in and out...den dunno y got lotsa japanese ppl come to day...den got one guy can pronounce "justin" as "dust bin"...aiyo!~find whole day for the extension oso cannot find lor!!!heng the "justin" guy came down to fetch him...heng got appointment ah!~
today late lunch again...mah-chiam like fasting lor...den the counter cannot dun haf ppl so cannot even get water from pantry...den wait till 12 like tt go pantry got so many peepx...pai seh oso...so damn tmd lor!~den gotta tahan the thirst and hunger like for the whole morning...wha piang!~but at least i earned like $110 liao...so not so bad...quite worth it lah...hehex!~
cant wait for next wed and thur...SO EXCITING!!!MUAHAHAHA...no lah...excited cos got rest days...if not everyday go work like tt will peng-san one (kaoz...den suddenly outside rain)
he juz left home to go dunno hu's house to discuss abt his business again...everyday leave home so late oso dunno how...den slp like 6+ like tt...i bet his parents missed him slping at home too...kinda worried oso...hope his bio-clock will be back to normal by the time sch starts...
hh gra ty yw...i miss all you bitches lor!~feels like i'm outta the gang already cos it's like nv realli get to hang out wid u guys...missed the days when we hung out after sch and training...v v v v fun...esp when we spend like hours at the bus-stop deciding where the hell to go...den yw will get so damn pek-chek with us...den in the end we onli go dover market eat den go home...damn lame but it's happie memories man...wanna go back to those days...BADLY!!!wanna play vball with you idiots again...miss you all so damn much...realli will spend more time with u all when sch reopens...den Sats we'll go chiong vball again in fmss...i love you all...whether is fm or np bitches...whahahaha!~-smoochies-
+ the devil speaks + 1:07 AM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
SIAN is the word of the day man...sat at the counter with less than like say...20 ppl coming in the whole day...phone calls are so rare!!!stared into blank space almost all the time...realli regreted rushing out of the house this morning...realli craved for some comics from home...
reported for work at 8:15 to receive instructions and my timetable...worked till 2 then had my lunch at my mum's office (she works juz a few buildings away from me)...it was realli late lunch for me man...if i were home...i would've eaten like 10 times already???dozed off at the counter today...cos stayed up too late to watch tv last night...amazing got lotsa peepx still remember me from the previous time...realli kind of them to tok to me during their lunch break...at least i won't be rotting away and waiting for spiders to spin webs all over me...but it was realli lucky i didn't get caught slping away...if not i'm gonna be so damn screwed...hehe...
MY BIRTHDAY COMING!!!*hint hint*he called juz now to ask me not to go work on my birthday...tt's gonna be $55 gone for the day...haiz...but wad to do???who call him to be such an impt figure to me???eh pam & gang...i might be taking day off the day after my birthday...meaning next thursday...cos i promised to go sakae and geylang wid u guys mah...so muz wait for me till den horx!!!better dun go without me!!!and pls prepare my pressies!!!-smoochies-...muahahahaha!~kidding lah...pressies or not...u're all still my pals...gra hh ty yw and all other fmss girlfriends of mine...muz let me noe if you all need me to get off hor!!!cos i gotta let my boss noe asap...scared if too last min she might not allow...so...YAH!!!
juz sitting ard in my room...listening mp3...waiting for my show to start...i'm a korean freak man!!!whahaha...budden hu call the korean actor so shuai!!!(the autum in my heart that main actor-jun xi) i STRONGLY recommand all series that he starred in...hehex...
+ the devil speaks + 12:48 AM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
today was damn freaking fun!!!realli damn shiok...tanning wid gd frens and stuffs...toking cock...bitching...bullying mirza aka mirzzy...PURR-FECT!!!the weather was great...sun wasnt too strong...started drizzling onli after we packing to leave...damn satisfied wid my tan today...not too dark till like or-lang like tt...not too red till like lobster...not too pale till like nv go beach at all...JUZ NICE!!!but dun like the tan lines...spoilers...
met 10 in the morning at harbourfront mrt den went to eat a lil at the hawker...den went to sentosa...changed and chiong for the floats *we were at palawan*...so lil ppl...onli a few sec sch kids...but belle is so damn DESPERATE!!!"can we go jio the sec sch ppl??"...lolx...juz jk...i'll try to get you a gd guy soon ok???-huggies-juz in case junwei cannot...
so much fun...dun even noe where to start lor...juz go see the pics i posted...damn damn damn nice all...but i fat liao -sad-...NEED TO JIAN FEI=DIET...
damn sian...tml start work liaox...means muz wake up damn freaking early like say...7:30???SIANX AH!!!i want someone to "yang" me...den no need work stay home be mdm...hehehex...den can go shopping everyday...relax man...guess my future husband-to-be will have a damn hard time to provide for me...hehehex...my tag board is finally up...lotsa peepx complaining say i lagging...esp pam...THX HH for the taggy ok??love ya!!!
OH SHIT!!!my korean show start liao...gtg...update tml...bubuaiz!~
*had lotsa fun wid u guys today..thx for the memories and laughsters -touched-
+ the devil speaks + 1:49 AM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
juz came back from harbourfront starbucks...had a lil chill out time wid him...mocha frap...one of my all time fav...and some potato salad which tasted realli bad...bought a sunblock for tml's sentosa outing...damn freaking ex!!!$13.65 FOR ONE BLOODY SUNBLOCK...these shops are crazy!!!
poor guy...got "punched" in the mouth today by some assholic army guys while playing soccer...tt "punch" realli added on to the already-quite-serious ulcer he had on his lower lip before that...if i can ever lay my hands on tt army freak...provided he's seated down with his hands and feet bound...i'll beat him up like no one else ever did man...tt should wake his bloody idea up...as the saying goes: pick someone your own size...
another realli boring day...tired too...had a volleyball session with my girlfriends-ty,hh and gra...poor yw...ushered for acjc the whole afternoon...till abt 3.30...when she can finally have a fun time wid us...she sprained her ankle while walking down the stairs in acjc...HOW WONDERFUL!!!some things can realli happen when u least expect them to...can you juz imagine the face on us when she told us tt over the fone...it was realli like -_-"...i mean...juz when we can finally get together after so long to play volleyball...something like that have to happen...wadever it is...get well real soon man yw...missed ur settings...missed playing around wid u...oh yah!!!btw...you're so damn pretty now...hehe!~keep it up gurl...
some of my pri sch pals added me in friendster...omg they're like so damn pretty!!!the guys are also quite different now...for example...there'e this guy i used to think that he was rather introvert...damn shy...den now he's like a punk?!?with dread-locks and stuffs...damn funky hairdo...wish i had the courage to realli change my looks every now and then...any suggestions???I WANNA CHANGE MY HAIR!!!so bored of it already...-yawns-
+ the devil speaks + 10:26 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
hmm...had my brows trimmed and my pedicure done...but havent started shopping yet...but that gotta wait till after i get my pay...to all those hu are looking for a job during the hols...call gabriel ong...he's looking for peepx to work for him...and i am NOT joking...juz call him up ok???
my receptionist job starting so damn soon...next tues...immediately after the class outing at sentosa...but i dun realli haf a choice...I'M HARD UP MAN!!!need cash for clothes...need cash for shoes...im planning to get a pair of new sneakers...and lotsa sandals and slippers...need cash for grooming...manicure...facial...pedicure...blah blah blah...need cash to TREAT my dear mama for facial cos she's HARD UP too...need cash to return mummy for the hp...need cash to go have fun...need cash for every outing i go with my frens and my love...need cash for every damn thing i do every damn day...life is so damn expensive to keep up with...and the damn fashion...changing so damn fast...tough job to keep up with as well...will be so damn grateful to whoever is willing to drop me a cheaque or two...juz let me noe in advance ok???
my diaryland bloggy is gone...it's blogger now...diaryland is so damn lousy...or am i the stupid one???been wanting to change the bloody template for damn long...but no one seem to noe how to go abt doing it cos all are using blogger...wadever it is...it's history...huihua: make sure zy does it ok???hehex...thx!!!
juz another ordinary day...need to spice up a lil this hols...wanna go out to chill a little before the damn sch starts again...im poly-sick...SICK of it...can someone pls bring me out to have some fun???i dun wanna stay home all day and all night...wanna go out and have fun once in a while...grace...huihua...all nv call me out one...-sulk-...yw so damn busy with her jc...haiz...sad!!!where's all my gfs when i need them?!?*hint hint*
call me up when anyone wanna go out ok???
+ the devil speaks + 3:34 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
chionging for CBO paper now...everything's gonna be over in a few more hours...im dead tired but gotta push on...taking a short break to update this blog of mine...been trying for days to change this boring template but dunno how to modify the bloody html thinggy...can somebody juz help me with it???if not i tink i'm gonna change to blogger...at least more peepx are using it...so easier to find someone who noes...whoever noes pls let me noe ok???im dead desperate...lolx...
8th month juz passed...we've been together for so long already...been thru so much shit together...but i guess the biggest pile of shit is onli juz starting...gotta try to hang on...ignore the smell and the buzzing flies...been thinking of alot of stuffs these days...realli feel like giving up cos the emptiness is too damn much...but the bond we share is too impt to me to give up so easily without a fight...im not a weakling...will hang on for as long as i can...no matter what it takes...dun wan it to end like wad i had in the past...im gonna treasure this time round...sick of crying...scared of crying...dun wanna cry anymore...
sometimes im thinking...y is everyone so stupid as to fall in love again after heartbreaks after heartbreaks...cos it's the onli thing tt makes us human...although all 'love' leads to tears someway or another...
anyway...a brief summary of wad happened on the 8th month...celebrated with another couple,which happens to be his gd fren and gf...didnt do much shit together...juz shared a cab down to west coast park in the night...separated the 2 couples for a while...had a little talk with him...den went home...kinda dull you would say...but i feel that it's a blessing just being able to see him...though it's kinda short...
wadever it is...i'll juz keep waiting till everything tides over...
+ the devil speaks + 3:59 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
OBC SUX SHIT!!!screwed up a 10 marks qn...screw up everything...realli dun wanna retake module!!!i dun wanna face OBC one more time..too much for me man!!!-pray-but looks like everyone screwed up...haiz...moderation is needed ms ng!!!
jia you man peepx!!!esp my bloody bro in aussie...life is nv easy man...juz keep going...dun slack even a bit...your parents not v rich leh...dun stress too much...but sufficient stress is gd...mark my words...signed,the goddess of grade 'F'...
2 down 1 more to go...CBO shld be easy...but not slacking!!!gonna start studying one day before...lolx...
happi anniversary to me!!!8th month already...it's so damn fast man...sure things have ups and downs...but i hope we'll hold on yah???arguments and cold treatments are part and parcel of this relationship...juz let it go and move on...muacks!~
+ the devil speaks + 1:59 PM
Monday, October 18, 2004
OBC paper a few hrs later...damns screwed...high possibility that i'll haf to retake the bloody module...definitely NOT worth looking forward to...finihshed with all the bloody equations...left with the MAJOR 2-krebs cycle and calvin cycle...the suckiest 2...i wish i could juz die while doing the paper...so that NP will noe that their papers can drive students to their GRAVES!!!
boring boring boring day...stuck in my room with all the notes and my lappy...onli place that brought me joy was the living room with the tv and the amazing moving pictures on the screen...no shows...no nice mtvs...no nothing...mp3's still the best...well...pardon me for toking cock...you cant blame a hyperactive creature that is being trapped in a small dull container...and the creature happened to be ME!!!
found more friends on friendster today...most are my pri sch friends...who happened to be those whom i could barely even rem wad's-ur-name???whahaha....argh!~could juz feel the madman in me fighting to get out...cant wait for all the papers to end...not looking forward to getting the results though...dun wanna cry my eyes out looking at the figures on the papers...i know im gonna hate it...
meanwhile...im going to get my beauty slp till tml morning...update u on the paper tml...but i can bet it's not gonna be a pleasant entry...BEWARE!~ouch...my eye hurts...-sob-
*i understand...totally...
+ the devil speaks + 4:34 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
ah...finally found time out...returned home from the steamboat dinner and finished a good koren drama-summer scent...damn full!!!a record-breaking tau huay...THREE!!!THREE TAUHUAY within a day man...one in the morning...one after the dinner...and one while watching the drama...post-tauhuay phobia...
dinner was alright lah...budden was abit awkward...afterall i was the onli outsider there mah...would prefer staying at home though...got tv...hehex...anyway...it was ok lah...not as bad as i though it would be...
argh!!!issit true that guys change after they're with you for quite some time???i dunno...nowadays go to the house muz i go alone...ask him go interchange pick me oso mah fan...argh!~i dunno what the hell is happening man...late at night go up the lift alone he dun seem to care at all...wad's wrong!!!he wasnt like this in the past...everything is all so damn screwed up...maybe cos of the business thing?!?well done...
wadever it is...it'll have to wait till after my papers before i think abt how to solve it...just let everything be like that for the time being...though i dun like it at all...
*im sorry i hurt ur feelings...but i just need somewhere to throw it all out...
+ the devil speaks + 4:09 PM
gonna be a short entry for now...cos later going out wid gab and his family+aunt...damn scared...dunno how to behave suddenly...tmd...
bloody ngiam lah!!!show me porn!!!kaoz...bloody lesbians licking each other...SICK!!!anyway...it was an mtv by nerd-lap dance...was damn disgusting...i do NOT recommand it to anyone out there...lindsay lohan's boobs are fake...mtvs are like britney II...damn disgusting...shaking her boobs all over the camera...i dun get it...of all ppl out there...why britney???omg...some blondes are realli stupid...and also...paris hilton boobs on the opposite are damn tiny!!!even when she tries to push them together...i dun see any bloody cleavage...no wonder she looks so slim...cos she doesnt have boobs!!!wahahahaha...get a life hilton...
OBC coming...super gan chiong now...havent even done anything concrete today...all the bloody pass year papers like 99% dunno how to do one...juz ask belle and ngiam...pestered them on msn today...all qns abt OBC...i wonder how jasmine does it man...it irks me!!!argh!~bloody ng toon ya...gif us the hp no...sms her abt the qns oso dunno how to reply...ass!~
oops...that's the ong family downstairs...gtg peepx...update u guys on the dinner...provided it turns out well...bubuaiz~
+ the devil speaks + 11:02 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
argh...physio paper was shit...think i screwed up a couple of the questions...everything just flew out of my mind!!!realli felt like chopping off all the bloody parathyroid glands to all the epidymal ducts(or wadever that is)...physio sux...human body sux...but the worse is yet to come-ORGANIC & BIO CHEM!!!omg...i'm gonna be so damn screwed...
went to walk the whole of keppel road again...dammit man!!!my legs are breaking!!!i've never walked so much in my life before...i'll kill myself before i even slim down an inch!!!argh!!!
i can just imagine myself in a paradise getaway now...eating by the beach with my loved one...candle-lit dinner is so damn romantic...wonderful cuisine...beautiful dress...omg...the atmosphere is so damn nice!!!no exams...no stress...juz fun...paradise...
better stop dreaming man...i've got to study for the next paper...fix this bloody html template for this bloody blog which i dunno a single shit abt!!!looking out for nice songs...anything to intro???
+ the devil speaks + 2:15 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
hey peeps...this is kinda my 1st time blogging so gotta gimmi time to get used to it...anyway...dun expect me to update it frequently cos i'm a bloody slacker and would most prob spend most of my time elsewhere full of fun and no brain-power...
since most of the peeps hu will be reading my blog are my frens and other peeps hu noe me...i dun tink there's a need to intro...
exams coming...though onli 3 paper but i'm still stuck in shit...even till now i'm able to find the motivation to study for my papers...but of cos i forced myself to study abit each day...tml's physio paper...havent even finished all my notes let alone do pass year papers man!!!i realli dunno how screwed up my results are gonna be this semester...hope everything will be over damn soon...
and then comes the class outing...guess it'll be damn fun at sentosa...anyway...things will halt here for today...gtg study again...in short...LIFE'S A BITCH!!!
+ the devil speaks + 7:14 AM