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Saturday, December 25, 2004
DAMMIT!!!MY PRECIOUS POST GOT DELETED...AGAIN!!!!!
haiz...gotta type again...damn long!!!went to sch as usual...till 1 (thx belle for ur cupcakes and fotos...they're realli GREAT...thx eileen for your card...it's so SWEET...thx vanessa for your DELICIOUS chocolates...and all other who cared for me all these while) den went down town with belle and porkie...got a realli expensive reef slippers for gra...DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!!!but the size doesnt fit...wasted!~went for a wanton mee at graffiti cafe (DUN ever try it...waste of $$$ and time...wanton mee=black sauce mee...sux like hell)den rushed home to catch a realli short nap before i gotta rush back to town again...
reached town at 6 to met the fmss 2c'01 gang...almost the whole gang was late!!!waited and waited...queued at the pizza hut at PS for damn damn long...started dining onli at ard 8...but at least the meal was entertaining cos of wilfred (but charles couldnt make it cos he gtg japan)...cheap and realli filling...WORTH IT!!!but didnt prepare present for dewi and elena cos i didnt noe they were going...so pai seh...rauf got a realli nice hairdo as welL!!!so today took lotsa photos of our hair together...cos my cam's night mode damn damn laggy so lotsa the pics turned out damn blurred...wanna get a new cam!!!
as usual...lotsa IDIOTS sprayed the "snow can" at us...den cos of my present hair i cannot wash it that often...so i had to "protect" my hair...forced myself to wear a sweater (cos of the hood) in the damn weather...HOT AH!!!but still...got one BLOODY ASSHOLE sprayed directly at my face...isnt it damn obvious that i dun wanna get myself "foamy"???that guy's a retard man...hope someone else spray foam in his mouth...idiot...he met me+gra+hh+yw for a short while...to talk onli...so it wasnt exactly a date...before that he was selling snow cans at cine...den after he left me...he went out with his frens...hh left with zy...gra left with jon...so left me and yw...GO HOME LOR!!!
but got lotsa presents today lah...ty=ripcurl pencil case+bracelet+hair clip+socks...him=DIY bears with birth certs+pooh bear cup set...he made the bears at the factory itself...so sweet right!!!den he named them after us in the birth cert...heard it's realli expensive...so cos of this....i'll FORGIVE him for leaving me alone on xmas...my mom's colleague=pooh biscuit+sweets+diva photo frame...hahaha!!!MERRY XMAS PEEPX!!!
was kinda hurt actually cos i wanted us to go walk together...but after u left with jw they all...i felt abit lonely...seeing gra and hh leave for their guys...i feel even worse...but im ok now...
+ the devil speaks + 3:42 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
everything was so exciting...kinda weird as well...cos the moment i step out of the cover of the 61 bus...eyes are all on me...well...mostly...felt kinda naked...though the SIM stop dun have much peepx tt time...it was cool lah...been damn long since i had so much attention on me...kinda funny...to make things worse...me and pork were late for lecture for almost 15mins...so you can imagine how tense i felt...uncertainty and all...the last time was when i had my "mushroom head" during sec 1...WHAO MAN!!!ALL LAUGHTERS WERE ABT ME!!!but looking back now...it juz adds on to my "once upon a time" stupidity...hahaha...
lotsa peepx were like touching my hair and stuffs...playing with it...asking me so many stuffs like "how much?" "pain not?" "how to wash hair?"...hahaha...suddenly feel all the peepx in my lecture became damn cute...like small kids...my classmates really gave me lotsa support i needed...compliments and all juz made me feel more confident abt myself...hahaha!!!thx guys...maybe going for cornrow dreads next time...after i give my scalp a lil rest...wait for my hair to grow again...and when i dun hafta do anymore sports...or all the perspirations will make me stink more...
cya guys tml...real cool to have my pals around...be it from np or fmss or rmps...you guys rox...
+ the devil speaks + 10:30 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
yay!!!damn damn happy today...after being blown off by the salon a thousand times...i finally got a slot today!!!so skipped my maths lecture and chiong-ed down to get my hair done-cornrow braiding...was hell lot of pain!!!but it turned out real nice...so i guess i have no regrets bah!!!cost me $200!!!wonder who can sponsor me like half of the cost???hahaha...overall was really great!!!onli let 2 tiny drops of tears out...cos it was damn freaking pain!!!go check out the pics man...my hair looks so damn nice!!!
spent my whole day in town today...spent the evening with him...caught National Treasure...was a damn good movie...you realli should catch it man!!!i'm serious!!!it's damn nice plotting...den spent the next hour or so with porkie...had dinner with her....budden i feel so bad...her frens like kinda left after i "snatched" her away...oh no!!!after porkie left...took a bus down to meridien hotel to look for my mom...but ended up attending the last few moments of the party with her...but it wasn't exactly wad i would call fun...juz imagine being in a ballroom...with lotsa uncles and aunties or the younger ones would be kor kor and jie jie...got nth but soft drinks for me...FUN???hahaha...but it was realli satisfying seeing my mom enjoying herself there...felt gd myself...and if my gut feeling doesnt fail me...i tink there's a guy hitting on my mom...hahaha...
had lotsa stares from ppl around town...but kinda got used to it after abt 1/2 hr...got one guy say my hair was cool and another bimbo kinda gurl asked me where i got my hair done...hahah...was real fun anyway...
+ the devil speaks + 2:03 AM
Sunday, December 12, 2004
everything is so damn screwed now...realli hate them for the way they are...friends and love...wad the fuck man...someone pls shoot me...i'll be eternally grateful...
things are kinda suck between the 4 of us...read hh and gra blogs...realli made me feel so upset...no wonder yw is tearing...it juz seemed that we are all breaking up...dunno wad i can do for them now...realli wish things will be norm again...i realli wish those 2 are feeling better...juz in case i said things that hurt u guys...i wanna apologise ok???hope we're still frens again by the time we meet up again...cheer up guys...though i noe it's tough...jia yoU!!!never wanna lose anyone of u!!!
been a realli tough time for me...seems like the arguments are starting again...and it's all v hurting...sux!!!feel realli hurt...feel realli bad...everything's going the wrong way...it's not the way i ever wanted them to be...if i knew these were coming...wad's with all these rubbish man!!!
everything's so bad now...my frens are in a crisis now...and me and him are having cold war...i realli feel v awkward ard him...ever since the quarrel...ever since he said things to hurt me...i'm not as strong as i seem to be...can u pls try to understand???though i'm good at toking back...it's all that i have to defend myself...so pls stop testing me!!!
hh's right...feeling the same sentiments as her...it's a joyous season...so y am i not feeling glad???sometimes we say things that we didnt mean...but no matter how...time will never turn back for no one...the person u said it to is already hurt...whether u mean it or not...i'm one living example...
+ the devil speaks + 10:30 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004
hmm...yday was actually my dad's AND hwa's bday...so coincidental right!!!hahaha...was realli a day of coincidence yday...check this out!!!
had to break my date with the fmss 2c peepx cos i had to go dinner with my parents...den was kinda sad lah...but family comes first (at least sometimes) so we went takashimaya the restaurant GhenGhis Khan...had a buffet dinner...the meal was damn damn nice!!!my dad chiong-ed for the oysters and scallops and all other seafood...my mom chiong-ed for the sashimi and sushi...as for me...i chiong-ed for the pregnant fish and tiramisu and cheesecakes...hehehe!!!took a little pics of the food lah...cos we werent suppose to take pics at all...plus all 3 of us were so damn busy eating...my bro was so SWEET!!!he msged my dad a birthday sms from aussie...hehehe!!!
den when we were waiting to be seated...guess which bunch of idiots i saw???THE FMSS 2C PEEPX!!!MUAHAHAHA!!!so surprising right!!!didnt noe they were eating at the seoul garden...which is juz OPPOSITE the restaurant i'm in...den i kept running to and fro from the 2 restaurants...i tink the waiters oso see till blur...now u see me now u dun kinda thing...hahaha!!!poor hwa!!!he got a choco cake face smash!!!hahaha...was damn funny...den gra and charles are the comedians of the day...when these 2 idiots meet ah...it's always laughs...
my parents left for home after dinner...den i went to join with my bunch of idiots...had lotsa fun man...but i guess i kinda pissed my mom off a lil...cos the next day...which is today...my sch at 8...hahah!!!anyway...it was realli damn funny...damn fun...no regrets at all!!!
got new pics uploaded...check them out!!!
+ the devil speaks + 11:00 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
so sucky!!!the maths lecture was damn damn boring...didnt even bother to listen...juz buried my head in the papers and do the hw due tml...so stress!!!hahah...gotta finish algebra and indices...sianx...still half way thru indices now...lucky me!!!i got hh's work as reference...and i REALLY mean reference...i nv copy hor!!!
today kanna pang seh by belle...was suppose to weat skirts...den she turned up in jeans...and me in a bloody mini skirt...and it's realli damn MINI...feel so naked walking around...tml confirm wearing jeans liao...wanna protect my undies...muahahaha!~tml's dress code most prob cap...damn poser!!!
didnt get to meet him at all...onli managed to get him on the fone for a couple of mins...sad case...today realli past damn slowly...i was so tired!!!omg...
thur's hwa's bday...fmss 2c peepx celebrating...fri meeting up with wilfred and all...dun noe how to tell my mom...later she'll flare at me...die...later cannot go how???scared scared...
today's entry is damn damn out of point...cos im taking a break from maths...so anyhow blog a lil here and there...poor belle...now still working...
+ the devil speaks + 11:15 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004
omg...feel so damn sian to blog liao...hahah!!!anyway...had a quite a nice weekend at yw's place lah...all the crap that we 2 town gurls can do...it amazes me man...we are damn damn spontaneous lor...carry a fucking huge bag to stuff my lappy and a set of clothes in...was sweating like a pig when i finally met her downstairs her house (check it out man-22 stories high)...den have to backtrack a distance cos she say wanna get 8-days...den walk the whole estate cannot even find one...all sold-out cos the cover is taufik and sly (wad's the big fuss abt them man)...den walk pass a vcd rental shop...on the spot decided to rent a few shows to watch thru the night...got 5 pieces-"supersize me" "house of flying daggers" "underworld" "van helsingh"(1 more i forgot liao)...watched 3 in the night...den later cannot tahan already...went to slp...den morning woke up like 7am cos she need to go back sch awhile...dressed in her clothes (we look like 2 idiots) and had breakfast at holland V BK...was quite a morning lah...nv eat so damn full before...plus a starbucks coffee...hahaha!~watched the remaining 2 discs after reaching her home...the whole sleepover we spam meshed potatos...those instant one...not bad actually...
den yday went out with pam belle ngiam pork to celebrate belle's bday...almost empited my bank acct lor!!!got one levi's bag for $130...den a skirt for $39...feel so heart pain now...but i like them lah...worked my ass off for one whole month and spent my pay so damn fast...omg...somebody STOP me!!!
1st day of school was damn damn tired and hungry...couldn't wake up in time...missed my bus...waited with pork for belle at busstop for 10mins...went to lecture late...sneaked out of lecture at half-time...went SIM to eat...den Q-ed for almost 30mins at library to get my notes...tutorial was ok...met him after sch...came my house watch to chill out and watch vcds...brought him to a hair salon...got his hair cut...and sent him off in a cabby...wad a day huh!!!
+ the devil speaks + 9:20 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004
dammit...the previous copy i typed was al gone..so i gotta start all over again...SHIT!!!
ok...start with the last day of work which was on wed...had a lil adventure in the office...a CROCKROACH were at the counter...freaked me and my partner out totally!!!we dashed out of the seats screaming...hahaha!!!and worse is that there were visitors around..was damn humiliating...den one of the security supervisors came (HERO of the day) and picked up the lil pest by the feelers...and released it free into the carpark...COOL!!!hahaha...
den met up with my jjc ex-classmate jy after his match...was damn late...abt 8:30???had a meal at tiong bahru kfc den went down to town...browsed through borders...and walked around town...the whole trip was lame lah...juz imagine walking around aimlessly...and to make it worse...jy is a lamer...hahahaha!!!
yday...went out with belle...met her after he work at wheelock...treated ourselves to olio dome...the set lunch totalled up to almost $80...HAHAHA!!!!and we were so idiotic...we took like a whole lifetime juz to order our stuffs...we were like toking and toking...den the waitress had to come 3 times before we were ready with our orders...hahah...but it was a realli nice place to eat lah...onli you gotta wait 10mins to get the waiters' attention and another 10mins before you get your food...hahaha...den went shopping ard town for xmas pressies but end up buying stuffs for ourselve onli...i got 3 bras from blush and belle got a tee and a wallet from levi's...and guess was???she got the same one with her boyfriend...sweet???hahaha...met up with her dear at taka's coffeebean...she was like so damn hyper???hahaha...couldnt close her gap...hahaha...and the amazing thing is that her boyfriend knows him...indirectly...
he is at a class chalet...so couldn't spend time with me...but at least he came over my place to pass my the stuffs he got me during his hols in thailand...got me 2 necklaces...1 DIY paper lamp...1 sling pouch and 1 PINK and FURRY beanie for yw...hahaha...imagine that!!!
+ the devil speaks + 11:59 AM
been hectic these few days...let's start from the last day of work...
last day of work...we had a lil adventure...there was A CROCKROACH in the house!!!office i mean...we were all like "aaarrrrrgggggghhhh!!!!!"...hahaha...was damn funny...realli threw all faces away in front of the visitors...lolx...den in the end got one of the security officers to catch it...he was damn cool man...he caught it by its feelers...he was like samn smooth with it!!!den released it into the carpark...WOW!!!hero of the day...
after work met up with one of my jjc ex-classmate...jy lah...had a meal at tiong bahru kfc den went down to town...was damn late already lah...met him like 8:30pm liao...den by the time we reached town was damn late already...nth to do lah...so browsed through borders and den had a lil walk around town...aimlessly...it was damn lame...jy made it whole trip even lamer with him "sense of hunour"...whahahah...reached home damn late...was like 10:30-11 like tt...not very sure...was damn shag...
den yesterday...met up with belle (cos pam halal pork and ngiam couldn't make it)...so since onli got 2 of us sluts...treat ourselves to olio dome at wheelock...the set lunch totalled up to near $80...wow...but the meal was nice...we took so damn bloody long to order our stuffs cos we were like toking and toking non-stop...hahah...the waitress came to us 2 times and we were like "can you come back later??"...whahaha...jokers!!!den went around town again...wanted to go shopping for xmas pressies for frens...but ended up buy stuffs for ourselves onli...budden i onli got 3 bras from blush...belle got a tee and a wallet from levi's...met up with her boyfriend at takashimya coffeebean...belle was like so damn hyper...hahah...but was glad for her lah...congrats belle!!!
muz be wondering where is he all these while right???well...he at a class chalet...so couldn't spend time with me...but he came over my home yday morning to pass me the stuffs he bought from thailand...got 2 necklace...1 DIY paper lamp...1 lil sling pouch...and 1 beanie for yw...hahaha...the paper lamp made my hand all bruised and swollen...cos i had to screw the screws into the wooded frame manually with a driver...so it was tough work...but it turned out well...at least usable...
+ the devil speaks + 11:59 AM